insomniac

i guess this is what i hate about late nights
i think a lot
i want to talk a lot

we were talking about technology is a remedy and poison at the same time in class today
remedy as to humans' needs
poison as to hurting the social relations between humans

the more i think about it
the truer it is that good & bad exist for everything
even photographs
those are what i love the most
memories
yet when i look back
it brings up a faint feeling of remorse

there are so many things i want to do
but i don't have the right to do it anymore
and i hate myself for that