我是個踏腳石

狠狠地被踩了又踩

when you lie too much
your whole life becomes a lie

breakeven

as much as i want to say that it's not affecting me
it is affecting me
and i feel like shit

i feel like giving up
when will u be able to realize how hard i'm trying?
i'm hurt tired and disappointed
what am i trying to achieve here?

am i trying too hard?