disappointment

i have never been so disappointed in my life.
you were once a friend that i've trusted
you were once a friend that i've been proud of
but now you are nothing
you are not even worthy in my world
who are you to hurt someone
who are you to think you can get away with it
i have lost faith in a lot of people in this world
but so far, you've beaten all the above
this even made me lost faith in the world
if someone I trusted this much did this.
what difference does it make to the others?
it's as easy to do it
and even if you did love someone
how can you still do that to that person?
what is love?
tell me.
what the fuck is love?
i am confused
why is the world so complicated nowadays
why can't it be in the old days where everything is simpler?
永遠的不夠
那你想要的是甚麼？

the worst part of it is
the half-assed attitude
how do u expect me to trust u