a different side of me

so we learn something new everyday
it might just be a random fact about the world
or it might just be about yourself

before i would explain to people about what kind of person i am like someone that knows herself really well
but the fact is, i don't really truly understand myself yet
ever since i got into this relationship, there are feelings that i can't seem to explain
i feel like i haven't seen him for a long time even though i jsut saw him the day before
i get super shy
i rely on him
i say words that i've never said to any guys before
i cry more
but i smile more too

the old me always say "i don't need to see my boyfriend everyday, probably once a week would be enough", but now i feel like time is running out and i kind of want to spend more time with him?
this is weird
but i think i might just get used to this other side of me :)