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it's just one of those days.
so hard to please everyone



8 to go.

style.

i am very happy.
i've made an improvement :)

determination

i will do it this time NO EXCEPTION.
10 more to go.
report back here everyday.

a different side of me

so we learn something new everyday
it might just be a random fact about the world
or it might just be about yourself

before i would explain to people about what kind of person i am like someone that knows herself really well
but the fact is, i don't really truly understand myself yet
ever since i got into this relationship, there are feelings that i can't seem to explain
i feel like i haven't seen him for a long time even though i jsut saw him the day before
i get super shy
i rely on him
i say words that i've never said to any guys before
i cry more
but i smile more too

the old me always say "i don't need to see my boyfriend everyday, probably once a week would be enough", but now i feel like time is running out and i kind of want to spend more time with him?
this is weird
but i think i might just get used to this other side of me :)

定義

有時候真的很讓人煩惱
感覺世上友太多虛假和捏造出來的謊言
到底怎麼樣才是純真的
到底怎麼樣才是讓人可相信的

朋友和愛情的定義又到底是甚麼

有太多的失望
缺少了太多的感激跟珍惜

tired.

這一切都是為了甚麼呢？
讀書讀得這副德性
爭取到的又是甚麼
為什麼自己這麼在意這麼單薄的字母
好累
沒有耐信
突然覺得很煩
到底要怎麼讀才是對的阿？？


please.. just let me get A's.. :*(

regrets.

the way to live is to not have any regrets in life.

enjoy life.

my new set of lifestyles have given me less time to type in blogs
i suppose it's a good thing? that i'm out there living instead of using computer all the time?
sometimes I still want to write down my feelings though, just to let it out instead of holding it in

the recent 8.9 earthquake in Japan has given me a reality call
how life is so fragile
how life can be so easily taken away

being the unfilial daughter, I haven't called my dad to check up on him for a while
hearing how he had almost lost faith in me made me felt really ashamed of myself
what if it wasn't Japan? what if it was Taiwan?
I quickly dialed the numbers to Taiwan after realizing how stupid I am
rather than hearing a long lecture about being a bad daughter he said to me "enjoy life"

I can't help but think about my life after those words
am I satisfied with it?
what are the things that I want to do before anything happens?

Life is so cruel at times.
I really do hope for the best for those victims and their families in Japan
and i definitely hope for the wellness of my family and friends to last forever

imperfection

please don't ever do that again.