dead.

there's a lot I want to say to you
but i don't know how

there's a lot I want to show you
but i'm hesitant to do so

i want to feel this way
but things just kept on getting in my way

i just want to be happy and show my own happy personality
but i'm always dragged down and influenced by negative energies around me
why does it have to be like that?


我覺得我快崩潰了
i can't stop thinking about it.