
There is this happiness i'm afraid to feel
There is this hope i'm afraid to rely on
and there is you i'm afraid to think about
i'm afraid to lose something that's never mine
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lately i've been pretty calm i guess
on top of all that stress, i am living my life pretty placidly
nothing too dramatic
but at times i worry about this type of me
is this a feeling of mature or hopelessness?
i'm pretty darn tired
physically and mentally.