War

i will definitely miss this.

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is it really

alls fair in love and war?

i hope it's that way

but it's too good to be true

there are always little scratches and loopholes

are you suppose to be selfish? or considerate?

at times i think i don't treat myself fairly

i put others before me way too often

and at the end i blame myself for being so weak and useless

always scared to stand up for myself

but even so

i am still getting the same response as if i stand up for myself

why bother then?

i don't get it

i just don't