timing

funny how feelings just come up randomly
there are times where i am afraid or too shy to say even a single word
there are times where i just say whatever is coming up on my mind and do whatever i want to do
there are times where i just sit and observe people
there are times where i totally became unaware of the surroundings
there are times where i am really sensitive
there are times where i am so immune to feelings that i just don't care anymore




and today this particular feelings came again
it's been a while since the last time i've thought about this
weird just how things come up unexpectedly


can't help but wonder why
can't i?