
yes it is true that tbt is over
it is true that banquet is over
it is true that the 09-10 Cabinet just had their last meeting
as this year is coming to an end
i can't help but feel more and more afraid
these past few days have been some of the funnest days of my life
i think it's because i want to spend more time with you guys so badly
so when we hang i really treasure the moments
i felt happier and livelier yet at the end of the day i can't help but think about the changes
this is me
this is me every year
i know everything will be fine
but i miss every single year
close to some people that year
close to some other people this year
i don't know
all mixed up
it feels like my life is filled with nonstop activities
i guess it's good to live up to it
but at the same time i wish i have some down time
to just sit there and relax
sit there with someone you want to spend more time with
lay there with someone that you know are thinking back about the same happy memories you guys have together
cuddle with someone that you never want to let go
just more time
just more time with you