強い

taken on 1/27/10 @ Taiwanese American Community Center during TASA Dumpling Night (first day)

time to learn






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stay strong



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我可以的:）

just feel like it

all taken on 1/24/10 during the hike

unnecessary

taken on 1/24/10 @ San Diego

what exactly am i doing...

我愛的人

i was in love with this song for the longest time
i believe it was junior year summer school..
i could not get this song out of my head
i'd mouth the words during my stupid chem class
hahaha...lemme see if i can find the blog i typed during that time.
hrm weird.. wretch seems to be under construction or something
can't go to my blogs
oh well :) i shall post it if i find it h hehhehe


it's funny
當地球旋轉時 是否感覺也一起旋轉?
好像又回到了原地

help

taken on 1/24/10 @ San Diego

what a beautiful sight
hiking was really fun
it's amazing how beautiful nature is
i definitely was extremely excited to witness all those sites
and was able to capture it
the fun of photography.. fun fun fun

feeling accomplished is one of the greatest feelings in the world :)
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help.
this art history class
is
SO
SOOOO
BORINGGGGGG


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i have entered
an even newer world

time to change some things around here

hey you

taken on 1/18/10 on the way back to UCSD

even though we talked it through
i just want to say i'm sorry again for being so immature
and how grateful i am to have a friend like you who's so understanding
EXTREMEELLYYYYYYYYYY grateful :)


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人不就是這麼蠢嗎?




what a night.

Whataya Want From Me.

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I’m afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
It’s me, I’m a freak
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly


There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don’t give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

(So I) just don’t give up
I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in,
I won’t let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, i won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)

whataya want from me

avatar

taken on 1/21/10 On the way back to my dorm

avatar was a good movie!
although it made me kind of dizzy in the beginning
not used to all that 3-D stuff


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What would it feel like to have an avatar?
i long for having a completely new world to escape to when i am confused here
which leads to how i have been lately
life seems so.."set"?
i don't even know how to describe it
feeling robotic these days?
every morning when i wake up i do the exact same things
maybe it's because there's nothing to look forward to
this is "normal" life
and i am not used to it surprisingly
ever since summer my life has changed
_________ has led me to a completely new world
i guess the excitement of this new perspective is dying down
i am neither happy or sad
maybe content

well of course i am happy when i hang out with friends
but then at times i just feel dead/empty
weird
life is weird

diet

taken on 1/18/10 on the way back to UCSD

people must be annoyed by how often i said or talk about diet
i really need to fucking suck it up and actually follow my plan
i'm even annoyed by myself ugh
but it just gets really frustrating

now its day 2
working out in the morning and eat banana!
i really thought i was going to give up this morning
when i was on the elliptical..maybe its because i didn't eat anything
i felt REALLY tired..and wanted to stop
but i can't believe i actually finished it..
it felt good
finishing something you thought you can't
and also thanks to daniel's morning call..or else i'd probably fail :P

i really don't know why i care so much
i should just be happy about how i am and how i look
but it just gets to me when people talk about it
why do all of us adore attention so much?
i don't know if it's a good thing anymore
i'm dieting but i'm not happy?
i remember being so confident in highschool
what happened to that sylvia?
and it wasn't like i was super skinny or anything
ugh too much to live up to
but
感情方面我倒是比較穩定
就比較沒有在想那方面的事情
覺得很輕鬆
でも 。。わたしわ愛したいと思う
if you read japanese this is SUPER POORLY WORDING JAP
haahhahahahhahah oh well
today's a big day...i'm SOOOO nervous
WISH ME LUCK!!

想

看到你 就不知所措
看到你 喘不過氣來
看到你 害羞的臉都紅起來
看到你 想像我們在一起會是多麼的幸福
看到你 只想撲過去給你一個擁抱
看到你 想要親你一下
看到你 想讓你把我抱得緊緊的 說你很喜歡我
看到你 就完全不能想別的事情



這些都是愛情能造成的渴望
有多少人能讓你這樣完全投入的去愛呢?
又有多少人會回頭來愛你愛的那麼深?
我懷疑是否最近都是女生喜歡的比男生多
如果不是 為何身旁的人都是這樣子呢?
難道成功的戀愛一定是要慢慢學著去喜歡喜歡你的人嗎?
為什麼就不能跟自己最初最想要的那個人在一起?
為. 什. 麼. ?

:)

so since ms. Tina posted a vid of Gabe
i shall too HAHHAHAHA omg hes amazing :)


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RAIN RAIN GO AWAYYYYYYY~

tomorrow's my first singing competition EVER...well solo at least
i'm SUPER nervous kus i'm still kind of sick
i hope everything will go well tomorrow!
WISH ME LUCK :)

eeek

such an ugly pic of me HAHAHAHA
but i wanna be this happy everyday :) <3


eeeeee im losing my voice :( singing competition is next wed
SOOOO nervous but these past few days have just reminded me on how much i loveee to sing
so i guess it'll be fun no matter what place i get
all experience ;) i just wish i could get my voice back by then...PLEASEEE
i swear..i ALWAYS get sick before a competition or a solo try out


so i was listening to 小眼睛 by 范瑋琪
reminds me of some moments...hahah oh god being in love is such a wonderful thing


and 傻的可以 haaha SOSOSO me sighh

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天氣放晴了
心為何還如此騷動
沒有人經過
我卻以為你在喊我
原來都只是個美夢
醒來頭痛 喔
曾經你愛我
愛的那麼卿卿我我
如今只剩我
一個人看愛情小說
我自己傻傻坐在這
沒有角色 喔

我真傻得可以
在你的世界裏
困住自己
也毫不猶豫
把理智都忘記
小情話最動聽
什麼年紀
還傻的可以

hold it in

sometimes things just wont go the way you want them to go
i guess everythings just "balanced"
when there is happiness, there will always be sadness
when theres laughter, there will always be tears
when you can't get something you want
maybe it was meant for someone else to get it
and you just have to keep on going til it is your turn to get your happiness
so well..here you go i'm happy that i can step back and let someone else get their happiness

2010!

ahhhh its 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feels sooo weird
but it feels great at the same time
a new start for me : )
2009 was pretty crazy for me
tried alot of new things..did alot of things that ive never did before
there was my highschool graduation
taiwan with connie...omfg HAHAHAHA the things that happened in tw made 09 pretty intense
then college! ucsdd :)
of course there are downsides but now when i think back its mostly happy memories
thank you all my wonderful friends<3 for making my year soooooo amazing :)



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omg i need to stop spending so much money
this winterbreak was SOOOOO pricey

i didn't feel the need to have name brand stuff
but its still nice to have a few right? hahhahaha
my sister showed me this bag she wanted from Gucci
so after she showed me i started looking at the bags
i've always loved Gucci so classy :)
ok someone needs to stop me RIGHT now