意志力

even though its painful
feels good to know that im sticking to my plan

woke up at 9 today to study for japanese
while studying ate "Go Lean Almond Cereal" with hot chocolate (i know its fattening but it was super cold and my throat was hurting)

raped the test

i was standing at a cross section...
if i turn right
i go to goodies
if i turn left
i go back to my dorm..


i stood there for about 2 minutes
thinking hrmm i should reward myself with goodies
and then i was like "damn but if i don't eat goodies i'd save so much calories"

but my body went right



left. right. left. right.



then i turned back and walked back to my dorm




now i'm sitting here

eating an apple




i am proud of myself