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永遠注目都在你身上



i am so tired of it

:) xmass

haven't updated for a while
: ) damnn this break is sooooo awesome
loving every part of it

first of all was Big Bear
it felt nice to catch up with my old friends
forgot how much fun i have when i'm with you guys
definitely miss it

and there is the chilling @ la kaffa sessions hahahhaha
we always just come up with something to talk about
and we just sit there and chat for HOURS

then there is GLEE haha finished the whole season it was soooooooo GOOD <3
made me miss show choir sooosososooo much

thenn the endless shopping... gah i need to control myself
but i just can't get that hello kitty plush out of my head
but its 60 bucks...gah too much too much
and i also wanted the hello kitty traveling bag..70 bucks
hrm..still in consideration

thennn there is family bonding
cousins+aunt+uncle+grandma came down for a week
it feels nice to reunite :) always have so much fun when they're here
the late night mah jong is a must! hahhaha

lotsa snowboarding
probably hurt ma butt for a million times
but i learned how to carve!!!!! wheeee :)


then there is christmas!
first of all was lunch with my bestfriend and my cousin
then baked some cakes at home
then hotpot with family
then connie's house :)
hahhaa it was so fun <3 at first i thot my xmas would be boring
but turned out well :)



well i just got back from some after christmas shopping
and i am ready to knock out hahahha
peace!

getaway

menopause



great way to start my break


im up to a point where i don't feel anything anymore
just shut my mouth and wait til its over




shoulda went back to tw


nothing is going right here

..nothing...
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hopefully big bear will make everything better

break

ahhhh get to sleep in is such a wonderful thing
its like old life again
it made me realize how much i've changed


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do you ____ me as much as i ____ you?



why is it so easy for you but so hard for me

wowwwww

what the hell....??
THIS DREAM IS TOO MUCH FOR ME





YOU & YOU at the SAMEE TIMEE?
oh god
thanks for torturing me..




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the weather's nice today :)

ginger you better wake up RIGHT NOW - -
called u twice already

christmassongss

christmas songs are filling the air
brings back memories of my christmas concerts
miss it sooooooo much : (



once again
i am blessed to be surrounded with such wonderful people :)
thank you everyone who has been there for me and who has been nice to me
even a tiny gesture of kindness from a random person will grant me happiness
i'm easily satisfied
but now i'm SUPER UBER satisfied<3




oh dear christmas
you made me wanna sing all day all night longg bekus im in such good mood!

rain

its raining like crazy right now in diamond bar

the drive back home was scaweee but i wasn't alone so it was okay :)



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i don't wanna be like this
why do i always have to make life more difficult than it is?
i've been pretty happy now adays
but even though i am i still think of things that would make me sad
even though i don't have to think about it...?
hrm dunno if i'm making sense
but i just wish i can be simpler
when im happy just lemme be happy
dear brain
STOP THINKING ABOUT STUFF THAT BUGS ME

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i think i got food coma



soooo sooooo soooooo sleepy

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i am ready

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there are so many things i want to do!

bliss

i think i am seriously blessed to have such friends that i want to do so many things for them
thank you :)




gifts are not about getting them in return
gifts are for appreciating what you have in life
i want to give gifts becuase i like to
thanks you guys for being such good friends that made me want to give you guys so much in return
thank you thank you thank you :D
I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW


WHOOT WINTER BREAKKKKKKKKKK





i want some cake..

in the moment

我想在當下的時候
比較不會想太多
所以我希望一直都能很忙碌的過生活
這幾天很開心


不准回頭



at least i don't want to
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dianne and i have the best talks ever<3


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BANGBANGBANG SHOOT ALL YOUR WORRIES AWAY

thank you jeff for taking us there :)

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immature.
yeah?

move on

today was good


需要調整自己



what to think about and what not to














hrm..weird

意志力

even though its painful
feels good to know that im sticking to my plan

woke up at 9 today to study for japanese
while studying ate "Go Lean Almond Cereal" with hot chocolate (i know its fattening but it was super cold and my throat was hurting)

raped the test

i was standing at a cross section...
if i turn right
i go to goodies
if i turn left
i go back to my dorm..


i stood there for about 2 minutes
thinking hrmm i should reward myself with goodies
and then i was like "damn but if i don't eat goodies i'd save so much calories"

but my body went right



left. right. left. right.



then i turned back and walked back to my dorm




now i'm sitting here

eating an apple




i am proud of myself

FINALS

can this get any worse???
as if film history finals not bad enuff already
the weather is CRAAZZYYYY
it was sooooooosoosoooooooo cold today
ugh i hope it gets better tomorrow
kus imma effing rape my final! JUST WATCH


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think less
more action



plan ahead
follow the steps





live life
laugh more




when in doubt







watch family guy.. HAHA

HEHEHE

hehehehhe :)
i like today



*Sylvia* mochababy<3 says:
DANIELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Daniel Hwung says:
sylviaaaaaaaaa
my favorite

HAHAHAHA

1.	Sylvia	202 up, 52 down
	originally Italian, defined as a beautiful silver flower, usually given to people who radiate with beauty. Wow, look at her, she must be a Sylvia.

2.	Sylvia	155 up, 34 down
	(1) A word which means "Forest of Trees". (2) A female name. (3) Being without defect or blemish: a perfect specimen. (4) Lacking nothing essential to the whole; complete of its nature or kind. (5) A girl of unparalleled beauty, who I have had the honor of knowing for the last few years. She's bright, thoughtful, and the most forgiving person in the world. She's not always sure of herself - but hell - that's what I'm here for. I love you Sylvia. SYLVIA ga Daisuki Aishitteirunda, SYLVIA.

3.	Sylvia	104 up, 21 down
	The most beautiful, sexy, hot, sweet, nice person you will EVER meet in your ENTIRE life. She is really hot, and if you know a sylvia, you should ask her out! Sylvia is so hot, i want her.

4.	Sylvia	82 up, 13 down
	An all around Badd-ass girl. Very Beautiful. And someone you would deff. want to hook up with. One word to describe her: B.A.M.F boy #1: Damn, I wish I could have Sylvia. Boy #2: Yeah, me too man..

5.	Sylvia	128 up, 94 down
	Refers to a girl who exits swiftly after turning out the lights She sylvia'd up the stairs so no one would get her

9.	sylvia	76 up, 273 down
	is often used to refer a chinese dorks who are obsessed with korean actors!!!! you are such a sylvia!!

HAA urban dictionary is funny
i decide not to paste the ones i dont like
HAAHA

始與終

為什麼都只有一開始的時候比較好?
感情慢慢變化
一開始好奇而去追求
時間久候就變得無趣


beginnings.

why is that?


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study study study.

blah

don't make things too complicated please




there's always a reason for everything
and this is why i like you so much better








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i want freedom
i want trust

wheeee

THANK YOU YUEYUE<3
it was delicious<3




small gathering

long chat

lotsa laughter





:) this is how life should be

music

YAY i got music now :)

sleep in

just woke up 20 mins ago
ahh how i wish i can sleep in

BUTTT I GOT INTO MY WAITLISTED CLASS :) yayyy
i like my schedule <3

MWF i don't have class til 3...that means SLEEP IN :D
TTH i have class at 930.. hrm not that bad right?



now i am eating yoplait light fat free blueberry yogurt
along with a yoplait light strawberry smoothie


lets see how long i can last.. :)

december

omgg it's december already
ok now i feel the christmas vibe hahhaa
wowwwwww almost done with fall quarter..
everything is passing by so quickly!





new words of the day

call-able and hang-able
HAHHA only dianne knows what this means :)




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take me to DISNEY <3
or HELLO KITTY LAND (in japan...)

more to life

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more

(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing


I'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...

More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life
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what satisfy me?

there just seems to be missing something
why is this emptiness building up all of a sudden?


maybe its because i don't know where im heading
i don't know what i want to do in the future
so it seems like i'm going no where

but yet feels like theres more to that too
its a mixture of different emptiness


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oh wow its that time of the year again
radios are playing christmas musics already
i'm sad that the christmas spirit is not as strong anymore
i don't know for anyone else but for me and my friends
we'd be like "ah so lazy to get gifts so lets just do secret santa"
what happened to the old me?
i used to bring a huge bag of gifts to school
i bought so many things and gave it even to those that i don't know that well
but i thought they were the popular kids so i bought them gifts to let them like me ;) HAHHAHA
i still remember back in middle school when i first came to America
i didn't know anyone back then but this girl name Emily gave me a mini set of crayons and pens for Xmas
it was like the first time i felt welcomed in America
so that was that
i always remember little things :)
i guess as we grow up the things that satisfy us become pricier
sigh i wish i could still buy everyone nice things kus i love giving gifts
this year i shall but its just gonna be something little that i hope people would like :(
damn what's with this self consciousness lately
ughhhh bugs the crap outta me im so unsure of myself now
WHERE DID THE SUPER CONFIDENT SYLVIA GO???

woo

breakfast- bowl of protein & fiber cereal (honey almond flax flavor)
lunch- strawberry yogurt+2 cuties
afternoon snack-cashews

what shall i eat for dinner? :)

calm

everything feels so calm
is this a good thing?
calm with a tint of emptiness and distant
what is going on?


kind of scared

attitude

smiles are so amazing
it can make a person feel welcome right away
and it doesn't even take that much strength to do it
why can't everyone just make a little effort and make the world a happier and more loving place?

ms. fedex kinkos you just ruined my day
but mr. in n out you made it better :D

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just brainwash that particular part of my brain
i will feel so much better



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did i mention how much i love Dianne Kim? :D <3
HEHHEE

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winter break = lots of snowboarding!!!!
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ok off to run errands once again T_T

擁抱

知道有人愛你的感覺真好
知道永遠有人可以讓你擁抱的感覺真好
別人看到你跟你的special someone在一起想說"他們好可愛"的感覺真好

strict

so so so so so so so so so so so so so shocking
damn i can't believe freshman 15 is semi true



NO SODAS
NO SNACKING (..or at least major snacking :P)
WATER WATER WATER
NO FOOD AFTER 8
EAT EARLY DINNER (around 5)
EXERCISE EVERYDAYYYYYYYYYYYY


FRESHMAN NEGATIVE 15 HERE I GO

only if pt 2

only if fun never ends.







怎麼了?

only if.

only if life can be simpler
only if simple can satisfy my want


finally doing better with this
and now another comes



i wish you could look more on the bright side
but i know how it feels because i'm always like that too
but only if you could..
it could save a lot of tears



im sorry for being so careless and selfish
but i'm so tired...



really tired.







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thank you daddy

- -

self conscious..


thanks alot

will you stop bashing on me now?















no food 6 hours before i sleep

oh my

dude sylvia
suck it up
i hate it when you're like this


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Why I Love You-B2K

i loveee this song <3

why can't someone love me that much???


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oh god why am i so bad at concentrating
need to do so many things
but i just sit here and waste my time
procrastinate.

learn

這是遲早得面對的時刻
選擇成熟的處理
比想像中的還難
但是不管多痛苦還是要忍
在這個感恩節把哀愁全部趕走!!!!!!!

Suddenly i see

i was just looking back at the pictures i took ever since college started
i never thought i could have so much fun :)

i remembered the very first time at Ed's place
i had so much fun i cant even describe it ahhahah
things have been moving on pretty quickly

it seems like yesterday was the first day i met everyone

im so grateful of being able to hang out with these people



i don't know

everything just cleared up all of a sudden


so this is how i used to live life
i didn't even know how today passed by
but it sure went by quick
hahahhaa
finally got my scheduleee YESS :D
but waitlisted for japanese - -
hopefully i'll get in


i miss my family and my friends back in db
thanksgiving shall let us catch up :)
have an urge of taking millions of pictures!!!!





阿~好痛快喔 :D