strength

hello there
你去吃屎吧你
喔對
你們這些掉兒啷噹的也是



stronger than ever.

R.I.P

the gratefulness of having you in my life
the sadness of continuing life without you
the comfort of knowing that you have loved me dearly
the regret of not having the chance to be with you when you're in pain
the joyfulness of having the memories we've created
the painfulness of feeling the sorrow
the contentment of making you proud
the heartache of losing
but above all that
i still see a dim light of hope
a dim light of happiness
that informs me that you are resting in peace
that you will always watch over me
and protect me when i'm in need

i love you grandma
rest in peace.
8.28.10

感激

你沈沈的睡著　我靜靜　看著你的容貌
聽你的呼吸　聽你的心跳
忽然很想告訴你　謝謝你過去帶給我的美好

人生挫折不少　你的聲音　給我很多依靠～
聽你談未來　聽你大聲笑
忽然很想喚醒你　現在就陪我去山上繞繞

你是我的寶　我一直為你感動驕傲
即使夢想再累再煎熬　你仍然緊緊抓牢
真心的執著　絕不放掉

你是我的寶　我一直為你感動驕傲
外面的世界　再多紛擾　你依舊把單純擁抱
生命的旋律　越唱越高

今晚聽我輕輕唱　我想給你　一分愛的力量
聽我為你祈禱　聽我說說話
我已經打開窗　準備和你　迎接每天的太陽




Rest in peace.
I love you.

寂寞

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會換這張臉 一堆笑容
不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫
我 寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好
我 寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶里 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
撿來的都該還掉
還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒有 每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼 什麼都沒有 早點看破 才看得見以後

知己

自己知道就好
重要的人知道就好
做了能做的事情就好



也許這是一件好事
苦過頭了
現在就只能往上爬
把所有的事情都留在最低處埋起來

心

無恥的心
這一切又是為什麼而發生

無恥
全部都是

damn

exciting exciting exciting :)

connie chung and i are going to rock this friggin year
MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA



i would not be able to live without this crazy woman :)

恩

哈哈哈 當然會的
就慢慢來吧

fear

i'd have to say
i'm really scared right now

it's different from all my usual fears
fear of needles
fear of blood
fear of bad grades
fear of hate

all my fears seem to went away right when i heard the news



i guess i was never at the age to realize how hard this type of situation is
and now i am
and i don't think i'm ready

new task.

start of new series
flickr.

incredible

golden kiwis are AMAZING
nuff said


I think everyone should read "the 7 habits of highly effective people" by Stephen R. Covey
i didn't even get to the first habit yet and i felt like a better person already
or maybe i'm just easily motivated hhahaha
but YES!
got to learn more and find the right map for my territory :)

m.m.m.

i miss my mom


sometimes looking at other people's family pictures makes me a bit sad
i do miss the times where i can just link arms with my parents and take pictures
or hug both of them at the same time
but it is what it is
if my mom can be strong
then so can i

Refreshing

sorry... i look all sweaty and gross
just came back from the gym


this is a feeling that i have seemed to forgotten
a feeling that is purely consist of innocence and happiness
this reminds me of Jokers' "why so serious" line
how did my life transform into something so serious and dull this past year?
I guess it had to take me to experience how it is like in order to learn from it

單純的日子is exactly what i need
who knew a glance would be so meaningful? :)

keke shower shower showererrerrerererererrrr

Right or Wrong

sometimes it's hard to know what's right and what's wrong
you seek out for opinions of others
and you get answers that range from "of course you're right" to "what the heck are you thinking?"

i think the best thing to do is just
go with whatever you think is right
as long as you're ok with yourself
as long as you think you did the right thing
then that's all it matters
because people come and go in your life
they can give you whatever suggestions they want to as they appear in that certain chapters of your life
but in the end, who will be there with you?
the only person you know for sure is yourself
you will always be in it
so what you think it's what matters the most

: )

Empathy
Includer
Positivity
Harmony
Developer


You cannot be anything you want to be
but you can be a lot more of who you already are



"Explain that your enthusiasm is not simple naivety. You know that bad things can happen; you simply prefer to focus on the good things." - Strength Finder 2.0

Strength

i'm not quite sure where i'm going with this
but i think i just need to remind myself of how to live my life by reading some books
just to get back on the right tracks

today was a good day
and tomorrow will be even better : )
work work work!!!!

Pretend

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

可笑

真是可笑
原來你心機那麼重

可怕