Need you now

ironic
very ironic

one second you think that all the puzzle pieces fit just perfectly
and then you realize the last piece doesn't match with the rest of the picture
then you realize all the other blemishes that exist


給自己的障礙 想說征服了這一切..一定會有很大的成就感
每天的我只想要在多成長一點
每天的我想更了解自己想做什麼
但越是去想了解就好像越迷失在自己的思維中

越是想了解 越迷失
越是有把握 越失望
越是想要 越得不到.



好不舒服喔...

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what was i thinking
so stupid

Downtown La Jolla April 16th 2010

no rules, no guidelines

sometimes it's better to not follow the rules
sometimes it's better to be unexpected
sometimes it's better to surprise or be surprised


but that's "sometimes"
what about the other times?
will it fall into this "time" or the other times?

G-

so many good songs that start with the letter G
Gone
Gone Going
Good Night



speaking of words that start with the letter G
went to the gym today

gym
goodies
ovt


work out
roast beef/water
light dressing salad/ naked juice

diet

hello again

breakfast

i should have more energy today
Daniel got me breakfast :)
it's like my first time in a week or 2 eating breakfast
thank you~


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i'm content of where i am as of right now
if anything please use the rest of my luck on top of some prayer to keep everyone safe from the earthquake that might be coming and to help those victims from the previous one
i'm not Christian, and you might not be Christian either
but you can never lose anything by just taking 10 seconds of your day to pray for those you love and for those in danger
it's better than nothing right?

please keep everyone safe

寂寞

為什麼總是在我最需要幫忙的時候 卻一個人都找不到..

best i can

不要別人問　我不出聲　一直等
聽你說你心疼　當時好傻　好天真
如果可以我願意　這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你　 面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己　像個孩子　躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你　在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情　在明天等著你
然而在你 最需要的此刻　請讓我輕撫你

總有一天會有人　一個懂你的人　
讓你從此不心疼　
如果可以我願意　這樣陪你到永恆

讓 我照顧你　面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己　像個孩子　躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你　在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情　在明天等著你
然 而在你最需要的此刻　請讓我照顧你

你看破了虛偽　拆穿愛的假面
後悔曾經為他付出一切
我會在你身邊　當你傷心欲絕
不 奢望你偶然垂憐

讓我照顧你　面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己　像個孩子　躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你　在這荒蕪世界裡
就 算有新的劇情　在明天等著你
當你對這世界失去信任　請讓我照顧你


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這一切有可能都不會發生
但是我卻很慶幸 有你在我身旁
對不起. 我能做的就只有這些了

rain

雨後的天空
還真是漂亮阿

.

its unnecessary.


你一定要我哭就是了

no reason

i watch the sun set today.



i find it hard to believe that it is even possible to feel like this
no particular point
no particular reason

to feel out of place
to feel like the world is against you

to cry without tears
to cry til there are no more tears
to cry about the absurd


i'm tired and stressed












today i watched the sun set


this time


i cried with tears

ピンクの情緒

"誰にキスをするだろう?"



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